time is unfair.

It's hard to believe February is almost over. Every day, every week and every month seem to pass so quickly, and you just wouldn't realise it. I wish everything would just slow down. I don't want this 1 and half years to end just yet :(

I haven't been really serious about a levels (studying) since college started. That's probably the reason why I only border line pass all of my tests. That really sucks. Then, my chem teacher said some thing which actually inspired me. So yeah, I pay attention in class now and I'm going to continue being a good student, as always XD

SPM results would be out in 2 weeks time. Hmm, I am not paranoid or anything, just feeling a little nervous. Must be that after effects of PMR results day. I am not gonna think about it now, I'll just take it as it comes. Even if it does happen, I think I'd be able to take it. Well, I am no 15 year old and I believe someone would be there for me this time around :) I hope.

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Oh, and have a look at what I came across today, in the supermarket.


VODKA! Hahahaha. We should bribe Ms Chian with this :)

I went over to Pavilion for the sale today. Didn't stay that long cause my sister had to go home and get ready for the Cempaka Voices concert. wtf. But anyway, I still managed to get a hoodie from Guess :) Okay, that's all.

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black out.

I hate Mondays but today was kindda fun though. Well, maybe cause it's February 23rd.

I got a shock when I saw Sarah's latest China doll/ Cleopetra hairstyle, early in the morning. It's not like she didn't warn me about it. She just looks so different with her short fringe. Hahahaha. But still nice lah. Imagine Sarah playing the 'er-hu' with her new hair and chinese waitress outfit XD

Mr William didn't turn up during 2nd period for LAN. So, us 5 went over to HSC for another round of breakfast at Bestari. Such bliss :)

Then, we tried out the Chinese Restaurant on the ground floor of HSC during lunch. There's a special promotion for Taylors students. Alex, Sarah and I had the glutinous rice+ some puff + egg tart + "yin yong". RM 8 ++ for really decent food. Cheap eh? I strongly recommend TCSH students to go there, if you fancy chinese food. Besides, it's only a few steps away from college :)

We finished lunch early and just sat down to talk trash, as usual. And we made a new discovery about our childhood.

Labels: college

blue skies.

I noticed something odd this morning when I just entered college. I saw lots of guys in boardshorts, the really flowery kind and flip- flops. Some girls were in skirts. Then, I realised it was the Fancy Dress Day for Sasha's class. Quite creative lah. I mean, the whole class comes to college with the same theme of clothing. Like super semangat :)

Anyway, the Physics and Maths test is finally over. Thank god for that. Is it me or we're having tests pretty often? Well, I guess it doesn't really matter. Ours doesn't count ;D

A levels is getting harder by the minute. The exam questions literally make you go wtf. I suddenly miss SPM so so so so much. I guess I just have to live with it, for now.

Hmm, we had lunch with our mentor/ maths teacher; Miss Ida on Wednesday. We took her to Kanteen to makan and I guess that was because she wanted to get to know us better. It didn't feel odd actually. I mean, she's cool lah, compared to our other teachers. Ms Chian also. Alex bought her a bottle of whisky+cola the other day and all she did was laugh.

Ohhh.. we also did the LAN presentation on May 13 during Wednesday. Thank you Fer. 5 and Amos for helping out with the presentation. I was the unlucky one to be picked as leader by the teacher. So yeah.. That sucks. I guess the presentation was okay lah, people were paying attention, surprisingly. But I think it's also because only PS 2 makes noise. HAHAHAHA.

And that was all for this week. I wanna go out lah. My parents love to complain when I go out. That's why I'd rather not, at times. When I get my driving license, all hell will break loose :)

I will start the driving lessons next week. I know I'm slow lah. I can sense the increase in no. of road accidents or maybe even road kills. HAHAHA.

Alright, I'm done now.

Labels: college

this ain't gonna be nice.

to my two good friends :)

Now when I look back, it's like whoa, we've been friends for so many years. I miss all the stupid/perverted jokes in class, spending our break/lunch time together, free hugs, prom and everything else we've been through.

I really don't think I would have enjoyed school that much if it weren't for you guys. So, on both your birthdays, I would wanna thank you both for making my high school life memorable.

Now that we're all in different colleges, I have to say I really miss both your company. Even though Chun Foong can annoy the hell out of me some times. Sorry!

Happy Birthday once again, you both!

May all your 'wishes/desires' come true :)

p/s. Erwan! Don't try anything naughty just because you're legal now! :P

Labels: birthdays

the not-so-lonely valentines.

14/02/09 (Saturday)

The plan was to meet up at One U at 1pm yesterday, with the Fer. 5 and Amos. Sarah and I got there about 1.30pm. And I thought we were late.




Met up with Alex, Ming and Amos. Headed to New York Deli for lunch (Sarah's favourite place). Both of us ordered the Cheese Fondue, Burger and Chocolate Mud Pie. The food was good la, but then the service wasn't that great. Amos's fried mars bar finally came after we reminded the waiter like a million times. And that should be one hour after we ordered.

Leon came after a while and the guys went up to play pool. Sarah and I were just walking around the mall looking at shoes and stuff. Met up with dear Rach, Erwan and Chun Foong :)

We watched Wedding Game, a chinese movie. Amos and Leon were literally reading off the subtitles. HAHAHAHA.

Went over to Curve, Dragon i for dinner then I we headed down to Desa Sri Hartamas for their shisha session around 9ish. Met up with Sam, Jason and all at Lepaq. Then, alex sent me home :)

I was home slightly before 11pm. I was out the whole day. What an accomplishment for vday!

p/s I hope everyone had a good time on valentines! I sure did :)

Labels: outings

February 14 '09.

It's February 14, again. I never went out during Valentine's Day before, ever. Normally, it would be a school day, so I can't go out. Okay, that sounds so pathetic. The truth is, I never had 'someone special' to spend the day with. I still don't have one la.

To make myself feel better, I'll be going out later in the day (not on a date, ok?), but with my few darlings :) I mean, it's better than rotting at home right?

I bet some of you got your day planned up. So yeah, have fun! :)

promises.

I haven't really been sleeping well these few days. I hate family drama.

Lately, everything feels like a blur. It has been about a month and a half in college. We're getting older day by day and I can almost kiss my teenage life goodbye in a few months time. Whoa, like what the hell?

We had a test last week, for all subjects. So far, I can still cope with Physics and Econs. I got back my Chem paper today. 50.86%. OMG, Mr Sheat would probably wring my neck if I did that badly for his papers. But it's true, I find Chemistry really tough especially when my teacher isn't that good.

Everyday, she goes like..

....orbi-teh (orbital), dah-beh bond (double bond), di-poh (dipole).... and of course, aaaaamonia :)

It's such a laugh sometimes. I have been so lazy since college started. I don't know why, but it's becoming like a habit to stay back after classes to chill around the hang out area or go to Bestari with my 3 darlings. I just don't wanna go home sometimes.

I feel a little lost lately. I don't really know what I'm doing anymore. It feels like I'm messing everything up and making it more complicated than it should be. Hmm, I bet Sarah knows what I'm referring to.

Sometimes, I wish I could take back those words. I shouldn't have said anything I wasn't sure of. I owe someone an apology. Well, I hope things stay the way it should be. Like now. That would be the best. And I can continue being my usual self :)

Oh well, I'm planning to ditch LAN tomorrow morning and go for breakfast or something. Depends on my mood. HAHAHAHA.

Alright, I need to go out this weekend. Life is getting a little dull.

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take care, my dear friend :)

09/02/09 (Monday)

... Many people walk into our lives everyday, and it makes a difference when they actually leave vivid footprint in our hearts. Leaving behind vivid memories..

The plan was to send Kok Lim off at the airport that day. So, Meiyan and I met up at Cheras Leisure Mall about 11.30am. Chin Long and Bernard came to pick us up and drove up to Cheras Perdana to meet up with Jun Hao, Choo Ming and the rest at Shell. Then, the 3 cars took off after that.

Choo Ming was leading the way to LCCT till he took a wrong turn. From Kajang, we had to make a turn around The Mines to get back onto the right track. It was like a merry-go-round. Ming went onto the Putrajaya road, while Jun Hao and Bernard took the Seremban highway.



We were all at LCCT around 1pm. And thank god, we were still alive. We were practically risking our lives driving at that speed. Luckily, Kok Lim was still there. Smart boy already guessed that we were coming, so he waited for us. Choo Ming and the other 3 couldn't make it in the end cause the car broke down on the way there :( So yeah, we just spent around half an hour talking to Lim before he left. We walked him as far as we could, and watched him enter.



We decided to have Ban Mee around Cheras after that. Then, something stupid happened. Bernard turned on his engine and closed his auto-lock door. Oh my god, it was hilarious. The guys were debating what to do and it was agreed that the only option left was to....



Using a rock..?

Well, in the end Long and Bernard went over to seek help and came back with the security guard.



He suggested to use that thing he's holding to break it but he didn't dare. wtf. So, Long had the honour to the break it.


There you have it. Luckily, the hole was big enough for them to reach for the keys.

Sadly, his arm got cut by the shattered glass.



It was scary cause his arm couldn't stop bleeding at 1st. Anyhow, we cleaned up the broken glass and drove back to Cheras at...


I swear I thought I was gonna die. I can't blame him cause everyone was starving by then. Bernard went on trying to block the hole at the window with nonsense. Samie and I were laughing so hard and we had a hard time trying to stop laughing.



After dropping Meiyan at Leisure Mall, Bernard, Samie and I went to Rong Shu Xia aka the ban mee shop at Maluri first. Jun Hao, Chin Long and Sher Min joined us 10 mins later. That was our lunch and it was 3.30pm.

We went over to Alan's CNY open house after that. And met up with the others. So yeah, we were just chilling there and catching up.



About 6pm, Bernard dropped off Chen Yee and I, then he sent Samie home. Thanks for driving us around that day :) and also for endangering our lives on the road. Mhmm..

Take care at Aussie, Kok Lim :) We're gonna miss you!

Labels: goodbyes, outings

laugh or cry?

04/02/09 (Wednesday)


Half the bunch :)

Ryan's Farewell was held at Hartamas Bistro last week. After LAN, Les, Ian and I headed over to Mid Valley for a while and back to Hartamas. So yeah, I kindda spend the whole day there.

We went over to the Bistro about 8pm after stocking up alcohol for the party. Everyone was just like chilling/drinking till the whole crying session started. Yeah, it was kindda depressing. I drank a bit of Whisky (in my opinion la) but it didn't have much effect on me >.<

Curi from Huey. Hehe. I see my shirt! Tiger Beer, Whisky+Coke, Bacardi Lemon+Orange Juice.

All I remember was the crying. Mhmm.

Thank you for everything, Ryan :) All the best and take care at Aussie. In case you didn't know, I didn't mess up my Physics test the next day. HAHAHA.

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06/02/09 (Friday)



Kok Lim had his farewell at his house. Omg, so hard to find. Reached there around 7pm. Meiyan, Shang Chuen, Chen Yee and a few were already there. We ate a little and walked around the playground. It's quite a nice area.

More people came later and it just got more and more and more. Spent most of our time outside the house chit chatting. And I finally got to see most of them. It's been a while.

I miss listening to all the stupid jokes and laughter. It brings back lots of memories. During the production and even last year itself.

Anyhow, he's leaving on Monday :( I'd probably tag along to send him off at the airport. Sigh. I'm not gonna cry at another farewell. I hope.

I hate saying goodbyes....

Labels: goodbyes

Surprise surprise..

This is already the 2nd month of college. WHOA. Time flies.

Anyway, Alex's birthday was on Sunday and we (Sarah and I) were suppose to meet up with him on Saturday night but we couldn't make it. SORRY! To make up for that, I called Ming yesterday to get a cake.

Sarah came earlier and hid the cake at PS3 before he came. Class went on as usual. Finally, Mr G gave us 10 minutes relax time before our class ended. Awesome eh? Anyhow, Leon, Sarah and I went to get the cake next door. Lit the candles, and brought it in the class.



Alex was on the verge of tearing already. Don't deny it :) I can tell.

After Physics, we went for Jap food at Rakuzen. Then, the waiter poured cold green tea all over Leon. He was sick. For that, we got 2 complementary Japanese Salad. Okay la, I was expecting a discounted bill.

Amos joined the 5 of us at Rakuzen and we started telling our stories. Mhmm, more like love life. And that was the funniest conversation we ever had so far. Laughing throughout lunch. I don't really think we have secrets now, about our personal life that is :) The one who caught me by surprise was Ming. I really didn't expect that, ok?!?

Had chem practical after lunch, titration for the 3rd time. It's getting boring. But the best part was she allowed us to leave after our practical which is 5 minutes after 3pm. So we headed to Bestari, again to yam cha. Omg, my 3 sayangs finished the cake like wow.

That was it for today! I'm happy the 5 of us got together and walked into each others lives. It makes a difference. We have another 17 months to go :)

And this is just the beginning..

Labels: college

Goodbyes.

Forgive me for procrastinating. I need more time to finish the Guangzhou post, I have to complete my nonsensical Physics Assignment by Tuesday. So yeah, patience :) Well, here's a picture of the China Village.



There's more to come!
Chinese New Year isn't really happening or something to be excited over anymore, to me at least. I used to enjoy it so much more when I was younger. Having an open house, having plenty of guest over and of course the lion dance. Most importantly, the ang pau's I get can fill up a shoe box. Awesome eh :)

Those were the times before all the family drama started. Oh Well..

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I'm sorry to everyone I have turned down these few days. As much as I want to go out, I can't. I've been keeping my chances for the 2 coming farewells this week. One on Wednesday and another on Friday. I really don't want my parents to complain that I'm going out too much and all, risking my chance to go. Sorry :(

One thing these 2 people have in common is that they're both going to Aussie. Which is... RYAN WONG KING WYNN, a really good friend I've got to know during 2007, working at bsc. And my dear clown who never fails to make me laugh, YEE KOK LIM. I've probably gotten to know him in the stupidest way and in less than a year he's leaving. Well, that's life?

Ryan is leaving on Feb 5, the next day after his farewell.

Ryan the Wong says: after dinner we're just gonna drink and die there..


OKayyy.. I've got Physics Test and college the next day.

And Lim is leaving on Feb 9.

I hate this feeling, knowing that a close friend is so far away from you. It sucks so bad.

I'm gonna miss you guys alot! :(

Labels: birthdays, friends

all you need to know.

marsh; marshy; marshie.

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