People has been asking me why I look so upset like something is bothering me. To be more specific, I would say, classmates.
The thing is, I'm not upset alright? Maybe I'm just bothered by some stuff, but I'll get over it :) Now, I am suppose to start filling up the UCAS application but what the heck, I haven't even lifted a finger.
College has been pretty good this week. You know why? Cause we didn't have physics class for 3 days in a row. Ahh, such bliss xP We actually managed to go over to Desa Sri Hartamas for lunch one day and still had time for Baskin Robbins :)
We had maths test and chem test again this week. Think I screwed up the chem test, it was ever so difficult. wtf.
Went over to Mid Valley on Friday after class with Alex, Sarah and Amos. Met the twins from HELP and their other friends :) Mmm, haven't seen those 2 for a long time. Funny people.
Distractions would do me good at this point of time :)
College hasn't been much. Started doing A2 work now, and let me tell you, it is freaking insane. I never knew we could differentiate trigo functions. wtf. Let's just stop there.
I've been resting over the weekend, didn't exactly go out much xD What an accomplishment, I know. About time to take a break from our hectic schedule. But this weekend is gonna be another crazy one :(
Speaking of which, Commencements is on Friday night. Since Rach is receiving an award and Rina is being forced to go, I will be going too I guess. The bitch is going back to Aussie on Saturday, so yeah.
I'm sure most of you must have heard. I think the 'smashing 6' definitely deserve to go and receive their award. All of them contributed to the percentage of high achievers also damn it. I thought schools were suppose to be forgiving, but apparently not. And surprisingly, the teachers are actually looking forward to seeing us again. I hope this might change your mind.
Yesterday was such a horrible day. I don't like fighting, especially when that someone is considered a very close friend. It did hurt, pretty bad actually. The only reason is because our friendship had meant so much to me. And I'm sure it does to you too.
No one is perfect, you make mistakes and so do I. I'm sorry. If you're reading this, I wanna tell you that you'll always be one of my closest friends. No matter what happens, I will never ever turn my back against you. 7 months didn't come by easy, after going through our ups and downs together, I'm not going to let this come in our way.
We will always have each other, all of us :)
Maths and Econs test this week. SO NOT FUN. Of all things, they must send our test results back to our parents. Just great. No screwing up this time.
Been waking up early in the morning every single day.
Was at Nirvana this morning for my grandfather's death anniversary and at his anniversary party at night. And I have to freaking wake up at 4am tmrw for the Jogathon. In case you didn't know, I was forced to volunteer.
Ahhhh, spare me. And I'm going for 'Fame' tmrw night.
A little something I bought for my phone at Pavi yesterday :) I got too bored with the Jay keychain. Used it for a year plus. It does reminds me alot of year 2008. All the bittersweet memories.
Yeah, I needed a change :)
MMM... I did some revision on chem yesterday night. Not much tho, cause I was too occupied with UGLY BETTY during my self- proclaimed 'break time'. Yeah, you've guessed it, I never got back to my chemistry XP Oh well.
Hell, I see freaking carbon compounds flying in my head! ahhhh :(
FINALLY, it's the end of the week. Thank god. I can get some rest now.
Class ended slightly before 12.30pm today, as usual. The few of us; Sarah, Alex, Leon, Amos, Jun Kit and I had lunch at KimGary, again. We're all addicted to this Hong Kong drink, "yingyong". It's something like coffee and tea mix. And I'm proud to say that I'm having it for the 3rd time, this week.
Most of us walked back after lunch and just chilled in the library while waiting. I was so tired when I came back home, so I decided to take a nap around 5pm and I woke up after 8pm. wtf.
I find college life really dull nowadays. We have the same classes everyday, see the same teachers, and there are hardly any upcoming events. It's getting boring.
Ohh, my mum just told me my cousin is coming down from Singapore this weekend. Apparently he's performing for Sunburst '09 tmrw. He's in this band called, Sixx. Yes, I shall go meet up with him on Sunday :)
I'm waiting for next weekend to come. We shall all go to Red Box to 'cheong k' and then watch Confessions of a Shopaholic. We deserve that after a whole week of damn tests :) And, I'm also looking forward to our April Holiday. We're thinking of having a class trip, but we'll see about that.
I feel a little sesat these days, for some reason. Feeling uncertain about things and I just wish I knew what I wanted..
Had college today, as usual. There was a talk today about education in the UK. The lecturers were from UCL, King's University College, London School of Economics and Imperial University College. The few top and reputable universities in the UK. So yeah, they went on about how great their universities are, what great research work they have done, and everything lah. It was like cat fight with a British accent.
Which reminds me. Some pics I took last year at London when I went there for my bro's convocation at UCL last year.
Wicked!!! The Broadway Musical. Ahh, Witches of Oz :(
Bond Street; the shopping district in London.
UNIVERSITY COLLEGE of LONDON
I am so proud of this picture :)
Perfectly candid.
My bro (left) with his lengzai friend.
Anyways, we went to Wok Hei for lunch and got back just in time for the chem test. OMG, it was sooooo hard. I left 2 whole questions blank. And our genius, Chee Keng found it hard too! Chem now is like a 100 times harder than SPMs. Damn Chemical Bonding!!!
After the test, Sarah and I went over to Starbucks for coffee. Met up with Alex and all for a while then walked back to college. Su Wei was so fascinated by the fact I bought Starbucks. So I was explaining to him why I needed it. Chem test was so depressing and I had driving lessons after. So yeah. The few of us ended up bitching about driving instructors. Even Chee Keng! Supposedly, the innocent one. SPM results is gonna be out in another 2 days. Honestly, I don't even want my results now. I sense major screw up and it'll be over the stupidest thing. Ahh, whatever. It's so tiring to live up to expectations. So yeah, screw it.
Ohh, my bro mailed a Mother's Day card. My mum got it today. Apparently, it's mother's day at the UK. Hmmm...
Read this:
I shall go to the temple to pray for good luck tmrw. At least, it'll make me feel a little better. Sue me :)
And I am going to defer my National Service tmrw as well. Wish me luck? Otherwise, you'd have to visit me at Kem Pelangi Hill 9 days later.
P/S: Please don't be so paranoid about SPM results, people! It's not healthy! :)
It's hard to believe February is almost over. Every day, every week and every month seem to pass so quickly, and you just wouldn't realise it. I wish everything would just slow down. I don't want this 1 and half years to end just yet :(
I haven't been really serious about a levels (studying) since college started. That's probably the reason why I only border line pass all of my tests. That really sucks. Then, my chem teacher said some thing which actually inspired me. So yeah, I pay attention in class now and I'm going to continue being a good student, as always XD
SPM results would be out in 2 weeks time. Hmm, I am not paranoid or anything, just feeling a little nervous. Must be that after effects of PMR results day. I am not gonna think about it now, I'll just take it as it comes. Even if it does happen, I think I'd be able to take it. Well, I am no 15 year old and I believe someone would be there for me this time around :) I hope.
--------------- Oh, and have a look at what I came across today, in the supermarket.
VODKA! Hahahaha. We should bribe Ms Chian with this :)
I went over to Pavilion for the sale today. Didn't stay that long cause my sister had to go home and get ready for the Cempaka Voices concert. wtf. But anyway, I still managed to get a hoodie from Guess :) Okay, that's all.
p.s.RACHEL! Don't you dare not eat when you're at college! It's not healthy! Erwan, please force-feed her if you have to :) Thank you!
I haven't really been sleeping well these few days. I hate family drama.
Lately, everything feels like a blur. It has been about a month and a half in college. We're getting older day by day and I can almost kiss my teenage life goodbye in a few months time. Whoa, like what the hell?
We had a test last week, for all subjects. So far, I can still cope with Physics and Econs. I got back my Chem paper today. 50.86%. OMG, Mr Sheat would probably wring my neck if I did that badly for his papers. But it's true, I find Chemistry really tough especially when my teacher isn't that good.
Everyday, she goes like..
....orbi-teh (orbital), dah-beh bond (double bond), di-poh (dipole).... and of course, aaaaamonia :)
It's such a laugh sometimes. I have been so lazy since college started. I don't know why, but it's becoming like a habit to stay back after classes to chill around the hang out area or go to Bestari with my 3 darlings. I just don't wanna go home sometimes.
I feel a little lost lately. I don't really know what I'm doing anymore. It feels like I'm messing everything up and making it more complicated than it should be. Hmm, I bet Sarah knows what I'm referring to.
Sometimes, I wish I could take back those words. I shouldn't have said anything I wasn't sure of. I owe someone an apology. Well, I hope things stay the way it should be. Like now. That would be the best. And I can continue being my usual self :)
Oh well, I'm planning to ditch LAN tomorrow morning and go for breakfast or something. Depends on my mood. HAHAHAHA.
Alright, I need to go out this weekend. Life is getting a little dull.
I am sick. Argh. I hate this feeling. I slept at 10.30pm yesterday (the last time I did that was during primary school). I usually don't sleep early. So yeah, imagine how awful I felt.
I was planning to go to college this morning, but when I woke up around 6am, my head gave me a clear signal to ditch classes today. Yeah, the headache was still there. I slept like a pig till 12pm. I am abnormal I tell you. Which normal human sleeps more than 12 hours a day?!
Anyways, my mum took me to lunch before going to the doctors. When we were about to leave the mall (at the carpark), THIS MALAY WOMAN (I don't mean to sound racist lah), intending on reversing her old nissan car into the parking lot, banged my mum's new honda. It wasn't badly dented, but her attitude was like fuck. She came out of the car, acting all sombong, took her digital camera and started snapping photos of the damage. Seriously, my driver tried to talk to her but she tak layan. Ehh fuck, she was the one who reversed without signaling ok? Obviously, she's at fault. Now, she makes it look as if it's ours. Who the hell does she think she is? My driver nearly wanted to whack her, but she was a woman. So yeah. Ehh, please don't mistake me having a mafia family, k? Police report was the only solution.
Okay, enough of that.
I refuse to go home after the doctors so I went to jalan- jalan around town, while my classmates were being tortured in Thinking Skills. HAHAHAHA. Thank god I missed class.
And also, thanks to many of you who actually bothered texting and stuff to check whether I was ok. I feel quite touched considering we haven't been classmates more than 2 weeks and also a little surprised.
So yeah, thank you! I really appreciate it :)
Hmm.. College has been a blast. The lecturers are good and funny. And everyone in class gets along really well for starters. Hanging out and stuff. Life at college isn't that dull after all. Definitely more to come!
My dear sis dragged me to KLCC to watch a movie. She INSISTED that we watch the movie WITHOUT my mum. Okay, I know it sounds mean but I can see why.
ANGUS, THONGS and PERFECT SNOGGING.
I know that sounds kindda wrong. The story line wasn't anything that great but it was definitely a good laugh. Mostly immature stuff.
It's a really girly movie, and there's this really really really cute/charming guy. Seriously, I would say he's the cutest guy I have ever seen in my 17 years alive O.O I am not exaggerating :)
I don't mean to sound sexist. I don't really have a problem with guys watching the movie, your choice. But I highly doubt it looking at the way Erwan reacted towards the Wild Child movie. HAHAHAHA. I'm sorry :) I knew it was too girly for you!
AARON JOHNSON; 18 year old British actor.
This pic doesn't do much justice to his good looks.
But this does.....
Ultraviolet by the Stiff Dylans.
Trust me, he's worth the time :) Hehehehe. You can shoot me if you think he's hideous. And that has to be A GIRL's opinion XD
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27/12/08 (Saturday)
Had the 6 hour amali course at kayu ara again today. And for some reason it was so freaking hot. The sun was literally burning my skin. We had to stand there and watch them demonstrate the 3 point turn, parking and stuff. Oh god! It was such a torture cause I felt so dizzy after we got in. Somehow, the assigned all the chinese students to attend the course in mandarin/cantonese. Funny? I didn't know there was such a thing.
Mamma Mia awaits!
p.s. I just realised I have been missing a leaving school certificate. No one seems to have it tho. So does that still make us a student there XD
I haven't been blogging recently. The reason is, nothing much has been going on. I did miss a farewell party. For some reason. Everyone is on a holiday. I'm really envious but I can't complain. Well, to be fair, I went on a 1 week holiday at London during September right before trials.
I am moving into my new house next Wednesday, New Year's Eve. I won't let it get in the way of doing something different for a change this year. Countdown sounds good. I haven't been to one, sadly. Parents being paranoid as usual. I can understand and I don't blame them. If I were in their shoes, I would have done the same.
I can't seem to recall what I have been doing for the past one week. It feels as if I've been doing the same thing everyday. Furniture shopping? How dull. And it is so frustrating to hear your parents arguing over petty issues or causing all the unnecessary trouble.
I picked up one habit, READING. As bizarre as it sounds, yes, I have been reading continuously since a few days ago. I read New Moon and I'm currently reading Twilight. I can't seem to find Eclipse and Breaking Dawn. Apparently, it's sold out everywhere. That sucks. It's like I am addicted to the book for some reason. Can't really get enough of it. Maybe it's just Edward Cullen. Not very convincing to fall for a fictional character, is it?
Rachel must be proud. If only my english was as great as hers. Sigh. Honestly, I think I did learn a few bombastic words from her like
.......Piffle....?.....Jejune....?
I never would have come across those words if it wasn't for her.
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And with the whole college issue, I am proud to say that I have finally made up my mind. I will take maths, chemistry, physics (ughh) and econs for A Levels. I know I told many of you I wouldn't do anything related to science. Please spare me, I don't want to explain. Physics is going to be horrible. Screw all the laws, principles, and concepts.
I haven't registered yet. I'll get it done soon tho. The hint is, I wouldn't be seeing most you anymore. I'm guessing you should know where I'll be going to. Yes? But I believe you'll know soon enough.
After 1 week of serious consideration, I wouldn't second guess my decision anymore. I did ask for opinions from different people, and I'm sorry to say, I think I'm defying all of the advices. Forgive me alright?
Mamma Mia is this Sunday :) Finally!
p.s. Have a great christmas eve! and Rachel is going to getting me something from HK :)
I have absolutely no idea why my dad wants to buy this car. I got the shock of my life when he drove it back home yesterday night. He had this brilliant idea of me driving it to college. omg. Someone pls give me Sunlight Taxi's number?
When I said I didn't like it, he thought of giving it to my bro. He claims that my bro would be able to impress Miss Malaysia with that car. Yeah sure, from the 1970s. Hahahaha.
I don't really mind if he wants to keep it, for collection purposes. But it's definitely not practical for driving. What if it breaks down half way. God knows how old the bloody car is?
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I went to ss2 today. To look at curtains for the new house. And guess what I saw there?
Gosh, she made me laugh like hell.
