Wednesday, February 11, 2009
promises.
I haven't really been sleeping well these few days. I hate family drama.
Lately, everything feels like a blur. It has been about a month and a half in college. We're getting older day by day and I can almost kiss my teenage life goodbye in a few months time. Whoa, like what the hell?
We had a test last week, for all subjects. So far, I can still cope with Physics and Econs. I got back my
Chem paper today.
50.86%. OMG, Mr Sheat would probably wring my neck if I did that badly for his papers. But it's true, I find Chemistry really tough especially when my teacher isn't that good.
Everyday, she goes like..
....orbi-teh (orbital), dah-beh bond (double bond), di-poh (dipole).... and of course, aaaaamonia :)It's such a laugh sometimes. I have been so lazy since college started. I don't know why, but it's becoming like a
habit to stay back after classes to chill around the hang out area or go to Bestari with my 3 darlings. I just don't wanna go home sometimes.
I feel a little lost lately. I don't really know what I'm doing anymore. It feels like I'm messing everything up and making it more complicated than it should be. Hmm, I bet Sarah knows what I'm referring to.
Sometimes, I wish I could take back those words. I shouldn't have said anything I wasn't sure of. I owe someone an
apology. Well, I hope things stay the way it should be. Like now. That would be the best. And I can continue being my usual self :)
Oh well, I'm planning to
ditch LAN tomorrow morning and go for breakfast or something. Depends on my mood. HAHAHAHA.
Alright, I need to go out this weekend. Life is getting a little dull.
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posted by marsh at; 11:07 PM
